I lied. Haah. I'm still gonna post on here. Just not often. Maybe.

Done with this biiiitch. Follow me on Tumblr!
http://macshelly.tumblr.com/

mostly bout Erik.

Soooooo, Erik and I got back togethere on the ninth. Which was like a week ago and I'm still amazed<3 he means the world to me! I love him more than anything. I really hope doesn't break up with me again. I don't think I could handel getting my heart broken agasasin. AHOOT. he's says that he's never going too, but I can't help but be scared cause its happened before....twice... Blahhhh.
My moms been staying the night at Jason's house lately I'm scared that my mom is gonna move back in there. If she does then Erik will for sure break up with me, cause he hates him.
He says that Jason is the reason he broke up with me last time.
That doesn't make sense. I know it was cause of Kaylyn or how ever its fuckin spelled. Haaaa I'm gettin all pissed off. I cabt stabd when people bullshit. I think I should probably let it go cause that was seven months ago, but its hard. Like you don't even know.
I think we could work out this time thought. I really do believe we can. I just wish he would trust meeeee. I don't ever recall giving him a reason not to trust me. Ugh, I'm getting pissed off again. Fuck everything for real. I'm going back to bed.

shhhhhhit

So I've been like super pissed off lately. I'm not really sre why. Stuff uave been prety good.my mom let me hav a party. It was really fun. Uhmmm, well I guess that's pretty much the only thng thas been good. I keep tryin to quit smoking. But my mom jus throws cigarettes at me wuen I get into a bitch mood. I want to buy a wig for my bald ass hair. I wan some more friends. I spelled a lot of shit wrong but this phone is gay so whatever.

my step dad. So I guess thats a short version. Now I can talk abput recent stuff cause we're caught up now.

Whoa, I havent been on this in a while. Theres to much stuff thats happened since my last post. Hmmmm, I moves back home like three weeks ago cause my mom left